Sunday, December 26, 2010

loaMing: A JUMBLED name to END up (Hoping for a Change)


Indeed, life doesn’t permit us to be happy. Time is always imposing moments of sadness. You’re just wasting your time waiting for that hopes that perhaps will not occur. Sometimes, you have to fight for something to make everything alright. You give your best and you gave your all yet, you still lose.

In life, you’ll find someone who will puff smoke and drink with you till sun-up but what you really need is someone who will stay with you when all you see is an empty beer bottle and a cigarette pack. You will never expect love at its best, but whoever is destined will always prevail. Remember, there can only be one true love for you to exist. It will not be someone you expect but rather you deserve.

I have read the book entitled, “The Alchemist.” It’s a great book with great quoted lines. The lines that captivated me most go like this, “At a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what’s happening to us and our lives become controlled by fates. That’s the world’s greatest lie. Whoever you are, or whatever it is that you do, when you really want something, all the universe conspires in helping you achieve it.” Definitely true.

Sometimes, you just want to quit when things start hurting you. You want to leave everything as it is before the pain gets worse. But once you remember how much you’ve prayed, how much you really wanted it, and why you were fighting in the first place, hope comes back into your heart and maybe and just maybe… it is worth going this far.

I remember Hebrew Talmud says, “Be careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears. The woman comes out of a man’s rib, not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior of, but from the side to be equal with. Under the arm, to be protected for, and next to the heart, to be loves…” You will know you made the right decision, when you pick the harder choice and your heart is at peace.

To end-up this BLOG, I just want to share one of my favorite author’s literary pieces that could relieve my reader’s notion between the worst kind of suffering, Waiting and Forgetting. Paulo Coelho’s –By the River Piedra, I Sat Down and Wept-, “If pain must come, may it come quickly because I have a life to live and I need to live it in the best way possible. If she has to make a choice, may she make it now. Then I will either wait for her or forget her. Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.”

loaMing, I’ll forget you as if we didn’t met. It’s over.

-End


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